On
this page I will share my list of what I would like to
do before I die or get to old to care, whichever one
comes first
It
seems so silly to write out a list of things I would to
do, But here goes....
1.
I have had two crushes in my life, One of them I know
what he does, where he lives and what is life is like,
The second one I would love to hear from just to see how
he is doing, and at a risk I am going to list his name
here but it is only because I would like to contact him,
I want nothing more than to just know he is doing
alright, His name is Bijan Chadorchi last know work
address was at Americal Electronics in North Hollywood,
CA
Bijan I would love to hear from you
......
2.
Is very simple, I would like to go horse on a horse back
ride, without the poor horse thinking oh my G** she is
going to break my back, So a few pounds will have to
come off.
......
3.
This one is going to sound crazy to anyone who doesn't
know me, I would like to fly in an airplane with the
blue angels, I would really have to thin then, Would
have to be able to fit into one of those cute blue
jumpsuits. and even wilder, jump out of an airplane of
course with a parachute I am not that crazy yet.
......
4.
Since the age of 14, I have wanted to be a Mom, to be
able to care for a child like only a mom can, That dream
has come to an end, and I know I have to stop dreaming
it, I think I am writing it here, because if it is out
of my head maybe it will be easier to let it go, Will
find out once I publish to the web.
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5. A
big two story home, with a white picket fence in front
of it, children, and a husband that loves me as much as
I would love him, this one is like number 4 wish, I gave
up on this dream a long time ago, you know as you grow
up well, with certain people as you grow things happen
in your life that make the dreams you dream seem
unreachable and unbearable, I would love to have a male
friend to maybe go to dinner with or see a movie but, a
husband I think that boat has sailed, I have only dated
a few men and that made me not trust most of them, no
offence to any man out there I mean no harm, I know
there are good ones out there.
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6.
This one should have been my first wish, I wish Pam was
still here, I miss her a lot, and have so much I wish I
could tell her now, If you are fighting with a friend,
Call them Tell them your sorry it doesn't matter if it
was your fault or their fault, Don't let something
happen to one of you without saying your sorry.
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7.
I would love to get in contact with Brian O, Christine
L, Therese M, Vicki A, Harry B, Jay K, Steve F, Thomas
M, Joann J, All people I lost contact with for various
reasons,
......
I
have a very personal wish as well, that I will not share
here, I will only say it has effected me since
childhood, and I want the effects to stop and go away
and never come back to bother me again.
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I am
guessing that is about all the wishing I can do for now
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